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i hate myself.

i hate that I care about everything, i hate that I love too deep, i hate that I'm trying so hard to keep you in my life even though you don't want me in yours. 

i hate the way I think, the way I look, i hate my existence, i hate being me. 

i don't wanna be me, i wish i could be someone else, someone who doesn't care too much, someone who doesn't know what it feels like when your heart breaks into a million pieces, someone who doesn't know what it feels like to live in fear of being abandoned by the only person you truly