was told to post here again.
posted here before, no response.

30 years old male stuck living with family that hate me and i hate them. cant hold a job, no income, no desire to live. tried to end it. planning sometime in the future.

called social workers, the thing they offered was 3 therapist talks via phone call, and a psychatrist meeting once.

talked with them over 10 times to set a meeting with a therapist via a phone call.
they never called.
no room for a psychatrist appointment. and even then im against pills.

was told to go here